Guys suck

hey how goes it i have absolutely no idea how to work this thing but it looks fun lol i am an amature blogget so ya umm right now im in a predicament this guy likes me alot and i used to like him but now i dont and i dont wanna break his heart because hes one of my besties and i mean i have told him everything about me and now i sort of wish i hadnt and im so confused i dont know whether to hate myself or what but me and this guy are just gonna stay besties and i think i should just slowly move away from him and that way he cant be mad and go tell my secrets or stuff but i mean i dont think he will hes a good guy i just dont know i feel like he could accidently let it slip or something i mean anyone could thats why im not going to tell anyone any more secrets of mine im just going to keep them to myself and im just gonna let him forget my secrets and never bring them up ever again which seems like a pretty good plan i hope he doesnt read my blog cuz that would suck and hed know it was him but anyways hes all depressed all the time which i hate cuz it sucks the energy out of me when i talk to him hes good at giving advice most of the time and hes smart and funny but i dont like him more than a friend we are now and forever more will be just besties or just friends or just people idk yet i just know i wrote a song about him to show him that i jsut wanna be friends