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honestly i feel like im going to find a good boyfriend soon i just have to keep looking i really hope i do i would love to have a steady relationship i went to see karate kid which just bumped up my thing for chinese guys and i sortav want someone who lives close to me i want to have that butterfly feeling i havent had a real boyfriend before and i want the first one to be perfect for me
i really want to have that significant other that i can hang out with and talk to or just be with them i think ive found a few good guys and i can just stay away from anything that screams im a bad guy or youll just get hurt i am trying to decide whether or not its pathetic that i dont or havent had a real boyfriend before or sweet that im waiting for someone to sweep me off my feet