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honestly i feel like im going to find a good boyfriend soon i just have to keep looking i really hope i do i would love to have a steady relationship i went to see karate kid which just bumped up my thing for chinese guys and i sortav want someone who lives close to me i want to have that butterfly feeling i havent had a real boyfriend before and i want the first one to be perfect for me
i really want to have that significant other that i can hang out with and talk to or just be with them i think ive found a few good guys and i can just stay away from anything that screams im a bad guy or youll just get hurt i am trying to decide whether or not its pathetic that i dont or havent had a real boyfriend before or sweet that im waiting for someone to sweep me off my feet

it never worked out

so if your wondering what happened with the guy well i told him up straight that i think we should just be friends and then we got into this big fight and he is bad news and im glad im not involved with him anymore because he drained the life out of me:Pbut im happy because i found out my egyptian goddess name would be edjo the cobra goddess how cool is that:D

total eclipse of the heart

once upon a time i was falling in love and now im only falling apart theres nothing i can do a total eclipse of the heart

every kiss begins with

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i seem to have a friend in the diamond buisness

his nameis genisis lollllllololol

Guys suck

hey how goes it i have absolutely no idea how to work this thing but it looks fun lol i am an amature blogget so ya umm right now im in a predicament this guy likes me alot and i used to like him but now i dont and i dont wanna break his heart because hes one of my besties and i mean i have told him everything about me and now i sort of wish i hadnt and im so confused i dont know whether to hate myself or what but me and this guy are just gonna stay besties and i think i should just slowly move away from him and that way he cant be mad and go tell my secrets or stuff but i mean i dont think he will hes a good guy i just dont know i feel like he could accidently let it slip or something i mean anyone could thats why im not going to tell anyone any more secrets of mine im just going to keep them to myself and im just gonna let him forget my secrets and never bring them up ever again which seems like a pretty good plan i hope he doesnt read my blog cuz that would suck and hed know it was him but anyways hes all depressed all the time which i hate cuz it sucks the energy out of me when i talk to him hes good at giving advice most of the time and hes smart and funny but i dont like him more than a friend we are now and forever more will be just besties or just friends or just people idk yet i just know i wrote a song about him to show him that i jsut wanna be friends